Sick again. How? How to take exam, hrmm. :[ I feel so horrible. I've been sneezing like 12 times in 1 minute or something. I sneezed so much I think I got abs. HAHA. Bleah. P.S., sorry to whoever sits in front of me in the Audi for GP tomorrow, I will be sneezing so much. :D

And I don't know, I've been spending the holidays sleeping and watching Okto (HAHA) -- like I don't have MCTs to worry about. Anyway, at least Hasim says nothing major will happen if I don't do well for MCTs. I will fail MCTs, feel bad, panic for JCTs.

Okayyy, and yay. I want Mac N' Cheese. >_>

Wonderful day, everything that could have went wrong, went wrong.

Woke up at 5.30am in the morning, just so I could get to NTU on time, at 8am as mentioned by the NTUDCs brochure. Everyone got to NTU by around 8am, but hey guess what, the lecture theatre was so obscure, everyone ended up being late and shit. And we weren't the latest, so many other teams arrived PAST 8.40a.m. WTF. 

Then ADJUDICATORS had to pay money, what kind of bullshit is this. We're freaking offering you our services and WE must PAY you money to OFFER OUR SERVICES?! And your reason being that this is standard tournament protocols? GTH, that's not tournament protocols, it's probably the minority AND NTUDCs that makes adjudicators pay. Nevermind that, you tell us that if there are enough adjudicators, you'll let us know and allow us to pull out. Fine, that made us a tad happier. HEY, WHEN THERE ARE ENOUGH JUDGES TO ASSIGN 3 ADJUDICATORS TO ONE ROOM FOR MOST ROOMS, YOU DIDN'T LET US KNOW. What's this? Weren't you supposed to inform us? You did not. WTF.

Fine, we pay, and we continue, by the time the first round started, it's 1 hour behind schedule. THEN, you give us scoresheets with NO ROOM TO WRITE SPEAKERS' NAMES. After that, you don't inform us that it is AUDCs format and you let us judge with most judges only having judged WSDC-style debates. Before the 2nd round started, they were 2 HOURS behind schedule. AND YOU BLAME THE DELAY ON ADJUDICATORS WHO DIDN'T WRITE SPEAKERS' NAMES?! Wow, you don't give us spaces to write names and then you blame us for it, WTF is up with the organising committee.

We left after the 2nd round of the debates, it was so bad, we didn't want to stay. Seriously, it was so badly organised, I think even U-16s was better organised than this.

On a lighter note, the train ride back home with Xinzi was fun. We "scoot[ed]", HAHA. We had NYNY for lunch and walked around Jurong Point and we discussed many interesting issues. Like how Xinzi puked after eating too much at a buffet in sec 3 and her family deserted her and told her to look for them after she cleans up. HAHA, so kyotz.

Anyway yes, Blargh. And why, why, why, why, WHY do stupid people always get opportunities. It is so unfair and unjustified. What makes it worse, they're irresponsible stupid people.

Yay, today was halfday because seniors did really really well. Not that I'm complaining but I wished it was on a thursday. But nevertheless, great lunch today with friends. Had some pwnz fajitas.

Talked about alot of random stuff, HAHA. Love nice lunches.  

 Erf, I don't understand why so much snitching going around. And worse, stuff going around that's not even true. I know I should get over it because it's in the past, but there are still stuff going around. I don't know, could it be you? If it is, then I'd be pretty grossed out, I confided in you alot of stuff because I trusted you, I just really hope that it's not you. And why are you becoming so increasingly obnoxious. Gosh, this is so annoying.

AHHH! I don't understand mixed strategies. HATEHATEHATE. Must consult TA or someone smart. :I

THANKS FOR SNITCHING MR UCKER. THANKS SO MUCH 

 Put an X in every box that applies to you.

Add up all the x`s and title subject with the sum as "My marriage age is__"

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[ ] You do your own laundry
[ ] You vote every election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[x] You think politics is exciting
[ ] You balance your own checkbook
[ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends

Total: 2

[x] You show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse
[x] You've never gotten a detention
[x] You have never smoked a cigarette
[ ] You have never gotten completely trashed
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You've watched talk shows.
[x] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up
[x] You drink coffee[caffeine] at least once a week.

Total: 6

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
[x] My parents trust me
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[x] You can make adults laugh without being stupid
[ ] You remember to water the plants
[x] You study when you have to
[x] You pay attention at school/college
[ ] You remember to feed your pets

Total: 7

[x] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up.
[ ] You work out on a regular basis.
[ ] You clean up your own mess
[x] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] You have gained weight since middle/high school
[x] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type quickly

Total: 6

[x] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[ ] Most of all your friends are older than you are
[x] You can say no to staying out all night
[x] You use the internet every day
[x] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while
[x] You can read a book and actually finish it

Total: 5

Grand total: 26

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Haha, I bombed the H3 Math test. I don't know how bad I did, or rather, how bad i did relative to the cohort. Apparently everyone found it bad except for that SAJC guy who said it was easy. WTF! I mean srsly, easy? He's probably a genius or something. :/

Yay, now less stress. But so many tests again! MCTs and then next day SMU Graded test and then 3 days later NTU test (AGAIN), god damn, I wished NTU H3 Math had some form of class participation that could boost my marks or something. :/

<3 

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

I sound freakin deranged

 So many tests to study for. Just done with Econs test. I did something really really wrong for that test though, won't feel good even if I did well. 

Ugh, now I have to study for H3 Math, don't really want to go to school on Monday so I'd have the extra time to study. I'll see how it goes, have to do stuff for leadership week too. 

And I just got this email from this girl in Mazarin, not that I want to be mean or anything, but I think she's taking things too seriously. I guess its true that people are not commiting as much effort as we would like to, but hey, H3s are a perfectly legitimate excuse, they're friggin included in your A levels. I just wish she'd calm down.

World Peace. Xoxo.

Aahh, so many tests, yet I'm so distracted. I need to get motivation and momentum back. :(

Also, I really really should start attending PE.

Gleep, so many things to start doing.

Stupid self-righteous prick.

Why do you act like you have fucking godly morals? Why do you speak with an accent that you claim to be natural (my ass)? Why do you stand up whenever you speak in class? Why do you apply such gross hair cream?

What gives you the right to descend on me with your godly morals? Pfft, just because I hit you UNINTENTIONALLY in your head, you have to attempt to be all diplomatic (wanna-be) and civil and talk to me despite the fact that I don't want to talk to you at that point in time ( I've told you at least 5 times, that I do not want to speak to you and asked you to go away). Oh no, but you had to be that insistent little fucking crab and cling onto your act.

GO FUCK YOURSELF K.